I suppose after losing all this weight there is going to be times when I revert back to old thinking. Feeling fat and not very sexy. Unattractive at times. Yes I know...I think I'm beautiful but there are times when I think I was beautiful fat too (well ok, only in my face :/ ) That my face looked nicer a bit more full looking. I think my nose sticks out differently and that sometimes perhaps my face may be too thin. Wow, my brain is still a tad distorted. I say bare with me as I just hit goal weight in May and since then I've conquered through self struggles through my summer and letting go of 'shit' bruised my ego and hurt my heart and lets just say that I feel super duper ugly about it all. Lmao. But off my selfish pitty party pedestal for now...I wake up and attempt to feel sexy and pretty and just get myself dressed.
A cool Mid 40's in September is certainly ODD! Makes me realize I have NO CLOTHES FOR WINTER! I bought the sweater you see me wearing on clearance for five backs last spring! haha! and it's too big as a size large. I'm happy to say that I'm an easy Medium Thank you! And if it doesn't look big it's because I pulled it to onse side to make myself smaller looking, bwahahaha!
Anyways. I have to purchase a new outfit for a Wedding that I have to photograph in a couple of weeks.
So I took you shopping with me!
So honestly give me your feedback. I have my mind set on one dress and I know you'll pick it too! It just may be that obvious and perhaps you pick it cause you know my personality and know it's right for me!
So first here I am before I start my adventure ;-)
Ok, BEFORE I get started on what I want you to help me decide on for dresses, here are some great things I tried on....ALL OF THESE ARE JENNIFER LOPEZ COLLECTION AT KOHLS AND I'M IN LOVE WITH THE ENTIRE WARDROBE! OMG. I'm so serious I loved almost all the clothes in this collection ♥♥♥♥
Ok Here is Dress 1 on some angles...not sure about the flattery of the stomach.I may size up from a Medium to a Large on this one! it's very form fitting and with a need of a tummy tuck this may not work for me right now, you let me know!
****************ok Moving on Dress #2 and the shoes***************************
I LOVE THIS DRESS IN THIS COLOR BUT IF YOU LIKE THIS ONE, IMAGINE IN BROWN BECAUSE I CAN'T WEAR WHITE/OFFWHITE ON SOMEONE'S WEDDING DAY....SO I'LL ORDER IT ONLINE. BUT I'M PUTT OFF BY THE SLEEVELESS FEATURE IN A FALL WEDDING. SO JUST THINK BROWN!!!